lashes&nails

i am someone who is very much attached to her mat & gadgets. i can do without food, really, but i have to have my daily dosage of h-two-o and h2o. i want to work in the zoo so i can spend time with the snakes & monkeys there. i like colours, in painting, crafts & makeup.

generally, i am a nice person. bite me and i'll just bite you twice as hard.

i believe in fate, & that everything happened for a reason.
i believe in myself.

most importantly, i believe in God.

xoxo;
Ty

bitchfest



said&done

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empty.
20 August 2009 23:13


why empty?
because i do not know exactly how i should feel/react.

i got the results today. and let's just say it is not the results that i wanted.

07aug09 - let me do a little update about myself and my mat.
happiness was shortlived. i guess it's true what my mom always say;
never be too happy because your happiness may not last.

i was too happy when we patched things up.
i was too happy that we got back together.
hell, i even planned how our anniversary this year, which was supposed to be in october, would be like. up to the minor details of how his handmade gifts from me would be - dimension, colours and such.
i even started doing some of the items.
2months short.

i am tired of breaking/patching up again and again. it is really mentally and emotionally draining for me.
but if it's fated for me to be with him, i will just accept it because that is what God has in store for me.

but i will stop this at this.
i won't air our dirty linen in public.
free for all to see, free for people on my side to condemn and criticise him.

i could actually do that but i won't.
because i still respect the relationship we shared since 2006,
and i still respect him as a human being.

and i would appreciate it if you could do the same.
any messages on my tagboard filled with negativites about him will be promptly deleted.

thank you.